These four walls do nothing but prevent the rot from spreading
I fear for the day it will end
oh resolution
I can't keep from shaking always anticipating
one more predicament

Oh, I've tried
I have been
I swear I've been learning of, better ways to cope with defeat
but these nights are getting darker and I'm not getting any stronger
it's getting harder and harder to breathe.

It's all coming back to me

the feeling of discontent (and disconnect)

I can hear what you used to say

when I really needed it.

Whatever you decide to do
do not give up, do not give in
don't give up hope, and keep it close
that's all there is
that's all there is

I promise to be there for you

when you are alone
choking on your bedsheets and struggling for warmth
I want you to know
that it worries me
it worries me

when it's hard not think about it
it's hard not to think about anything at all

I hope when I die, I hope I am right
I hope I can stil see your face.

I hope when I die, I hope I go blind
I hope I still can remember your name.

I hope I can remember your name

I hope I can.